Portrait: Mr Chum Mey, survivor of S-21 Tuol Sleng, in front of a picture of a victim

Mr Chum Mey ~ Survivor of S-21

Some events in history are incomprehensible to me.

That some people survive these events, with dignity and hope, is almost more incomprehensible.

While I was in Phnom Penh last month, as part of a photo-tour/workshop with photographers Karl Grobl, Marco Ryan, Gavin Gough and Matt Brandon, I was privileged to meet and speak with Mr Chum Mey, one of only seven prisoners known to have survived the notorious Security Prison 21 (S-21): Tuol Sleng.  

He spoke through an interpreter, but it was his voice and gentle brown eyes that held me transfixed as he talked about his experiences at the prison.

Chum Mey was in his forties, with a pregnant wife and three small children when the Khmer Rouge captured Phnom Penh. After being part of the exodus out of Phnom Penh, he was sent back to the city to repair the sewing machines used to manufacture the black uniforms favoured by the new regime. On 28 October 1978, they sent him to Tuol Sleng where he survived unspeakable and repeated tortures. His survival, when upwards of 17,000 perished, he believes, was because of his skills as a mechanic.

He talked, in his quiet voice, without rancour as he guided us around what is now a museum to the atrocities committed by those under the direct command of Kang Kech Iev, or “Brother Duch”, the head of the security apparatus. “If the dog bites you, you cannot bite it back”, Chum Mey said to us.

Where his anger did show was, not at Duch, but at the International Court – the UN-backed Khmer Rouge Tribunal – which gave Comrade Duch only 35 years for his crimes against humanity.

Join me, with Mr Chum Mey, in a short tour of Cambodia’s living past.

 

 

Text: Lest we ForgetEverything can be taken from a man or a woman but one thing: the last of human freedoms to choose one’s attitude in any given set of circumstances, to choose one’s own way.

Viktor E. Frankl

How lucky it is that most of us are never so severely tested.

 

  • Signe Westerberg - August 11, 2011 - 11:36 pm

    What a dreadful time in history, and how important that these stories be told, we live in dangerous times, dangerous because without these brave people sharing their stories and people like you capturing it for future generations they will be all but lost. thank you.ReplyCancel

    • Ursula - August 12, 2011 - 1:43 am

      Thanks, guys. Chum Mey is a very special man – what strength!ReplyCancel

  • Kevin Dowie - August 12, 2011 - 12:48 am

    Thanks Ursula,
    a difficult subject which I think you’ve handled well.ReplyCancel

  • gabe - August 12, 2011 - 1:31 am

    Signe expressed it better than I can. Well doneReplyCancel

  • Peggy Tan - August 12, 2011 - 2:51 am

    Nice shots, nice music… but heart breaking… Hope history will not repeat again and world peace!ReplyCancel

    • Ursula - August 12, 2011 - 3:08 pm

      Hi Peggy! Thanks for visiting. Unfortunately, history does seem to repeat; similar stories, different places. I guess we can only do our little bit… and hope.ReplyCancel

  • Karl Grobl - August 16, 2011 - 1:25 am

    Ursula, you’ve done an excellent job on this multimedia piece about Chum Mey. Bravo! Compelling images and a sound track that fits very nicely. Keep up the great work…I’ll keep following your blog.
    All the best, KarlReplyCancel

    • Ursula - August 16, 2011 - 5:03 am

      Thanks so much Karl! Couldn’t have done it without you.ReplyCancel

  • Jasper Dalgliesh - August 19, 2011 - 11:01 am

    Hi Ursula – great piece, really lovely shots and very compelling. I’m still struggling to find time to go through all my images. Hopefully will be able to soon! Hope all is well. JasperReplyCancel

    • Ursula - August 19, 2011 - 2:16 pm

      Thanks so much for looking in – and for sharing this, Jasper. I KNOW your photos will be amazing, once you have a chance to look at them. I still have SO many I haven’t looked at; what a trip!ReplyCancel

  • Pongpet - August 20, 2011 - 12:35 pm

    With a good camera and Ursula’s hand, how amzingly some history is recorded on the way she travels. Thank you for keep sharing your valuable experiences.ReplyCancel

    • Ursula - August 21, 2011 - 4:45 am

      ขอบคุณมากนะคะ, Pongpet.ReplyCancel

  • Darrell Milbourne - August 24, 2011 - 5:43 am

    Great job Ursula. That time with Chum Mey was a very special and moving experience. Like Jasper I’m also struggling to find the time to review my images but I’m hanging in there. Where is your next trip?ReplyCancel

    • Ursula - August 24, 2011 - 5:55 am

      Hi Darrell! Thanks for visiting the site. I agree, our time with Chum Mey was very special. I hope I have done him some justice!
      I’m off to Sydney and other points Australian on Saturday. 🙂ReplyCancel

  • dietmut - August 27, 2011 - 9:48 am

    Hello Ursula
    Your last picture has me again magically attracted to view your website once again. A difficult theme you have chosen. I was in Cambodia in 2002 and have seen this with my own eyes. Interesting that I could see the history – but it is still horrible what happened at that time. With your movie and the matching music got this topic well managed to the attention. Greetings Dietmut

    When you have time please have a look to my weblogs
    http://dith-plukeenogenblikvandedag.blogspot.com/
    http://dith-eenkijkjeoverdegrens.blogspot.com/ReplyCancel

    • Ursula - August 27, 2011 - 3:27 pm

      Hi Dietmut,
      I’m glad you looked in. It was a difficult subject to tackle. I have been to Phnom Penh many times, and NOT gone to these places, but this time might be my last opportunity, so I thought I must go. I am SO glad I did: Mr Chom Mey made it special, and that was the angle I started with.
      btw: I LOVE the shallow dof on you flowers. 😀ReplyCancel

  • dietmut - August 28, 2011 - 8:23 am

    you are welkom Ursula
    greetings DietmutReplyCancel

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Shadows of two people on a gravel road

We’re on the Road Again!

Palm Sunday. Hotel Cartier, Quillan.

My husband and I sat in the hotel breakfast room, people-watching surreptitiously over our coffee and croissants. The only other occupant of the room was a woman in walk-pants, about my age, with a round quirky face and short curly hair. She sat in a booth opposite us, unhurriedly drinking café au lait and thumbing through a glossy magazine. Meanwhile, in the hotel lobby, a fit-looking man of about the same age, in impossibly-short shorts (of the kind only Europeans would wear), woollen socks and solid hiking boots, hoisted a large back-pack onto his shoulders and paced: alternating between coming into the dining room to talk to the woman; checking the roll of topographical maps and guide book he was carrying; and querying the elderly proprietor in the lobby as to the best routes out of town.

It was the first morning of the second half of our walk through the Cathar Castles of the Pyrenees. I have written before about the colourful characters that inhabit the region, and once again we were to find the people on the road every bit as fascinating as the area’s history and scenery. The two French-speakers we’d been watching seemed to be together, yet they were so clearly not marching to the same rhythm!

Trip Notes:


Day 7: Quillan
 to Puivert

From Quillan walk to the village of Nebias. From here the walk starts along the Cathar footpath to the 13th century Chateau of the Troubadours in Puivert.

Points of interest: Nébias Animal Museum, le Château de Puivert, Quercorb Museum (La musique médiévale)

21 kms/13 miles. 5hrs45. Altitude gain/descent: +700m -495m 

After our breakfast, we too, got instructions from the hotel proprietor and, leaving the French couple behind, set off on a shortcut to find the sentier Cathare (the Cathar trail). We strode out at a good pace, reaching Ginoles, the first of our Pyrenean villages, ahead of schedule.

View of Ginoles, small Pyrenean village, set in the mountain foothills.

Ginoles, home to 369 people in 2007, comes into view.

Modern church clock and bell tower against a blue sky

Every small village: a church.

Looking back over Ginoles, small village in the Pyrenees, with mountains behind.

A long, relentless climb up a shale mountain rewarded us with a view back over picturesque Ginoles.

From Ginoles, it was all up hill! Literally.

Up a coline de schiste noir, a black oil shale hill, radiating with heat and riddled with loose stones that threatened the safety of our ankles, knees and hips, we played leap-frog with the French couple: over-taking or being over-taken by one or both of them, each time with a polite “Bonjour!”,  as we made our way up the seemingly endless hill before entering a pass through the forest and coming out the other side at Coudons.

Hunting dogs in a wire cage.

Hunting hounds greeted us, back on the D613 at Coudons.

Two garden gnomes: one male, one female

Gnomes Point the Way ~ La Fage

Scenic View: Mustard, Brambles, and Mountains

Mustard, Brambles, and Mountains ~ La Fage

Pine needles and cones against a blue sky

Pine Cones ~ La Fage

Brown wooden window shutters on white stucco walls

Typical French Pyrenean housing ~ Nébias

Nébias ~ sign posts in two directions, pointing out the sentier cathare

It was nice when the pathway was clearly marked! Nébias (Photo by Gabe)

According to our notes, there was a restaurant at Nébias offering regional cuisine (Restaurant Le Thury, 66 Allée Promenade – no internet!). Not withstanding how good our packed picnics had been along the way, we were ridiculously excited by the prospect of eating our lunch in chairs! We sat at a plastic table outdoors in the sun, savouring our main course and salad with wine, and enjoying our coffee with desert.

Château de Puivert on a distant hill.

Next stop: Château de Puivert on the hill in the distance. Privately owned and well maintained, this historic monument is the location for a number of movies, including The Ninth Gate – which I have seen and honestly can’t remember in SPITE of Johnny Depp’s star power!

White daisies on brown stony ground

Marguerites on the Path to Puivert

“Follow the red and white stripes!” Cathar Trail Markers

A European wolf standing on dry grass

The Family Pet ~ A European Wolf ~ meets us outside the Château de Puivert

Ruined Walls of the Château de Puivert

The Ruined Walls of the old Château de Puivert. The castle belonged to the Cathar Congost family when, in November 1210, it was subjected to three days of siege as part of the Albigensian Crusade.

Wooden door in a stone brick wall, Château de Puivert

Castle Doors ~ Newer parts of the Château de Puivert were built at the start of the 14th century.

Composite: Castle window seat and Mediaeval stringed instrument in a glass case

Puivert is considered the “capitale des troubadours et de la musique médiévale” – the capital of the troubadours, the composers and performers of Occitan lyric poetry and mediaeval music from the 11th through the mid 13th century. The castle owners, in conjunction with the Puivert town museum, pay tribute to these historical figures and their instruments in the musicians’ room.

View of the small town of Puivert from the castle above.

View of the small town of Puivert (497 inhabitants at last census) from the «sentier des troubadours», the walkway down from the castle.

We walked down from the castle above, following the Troubadours’ Pathway, into the town of Puivert – possibly the most picturesque and charming town we had visited in the Pyrenees – to seek out our accommodation: Le Relais des Marionnettes. Here we got to meet a whole new cast of characters.

Crowded, chaotic workspace, with an old black singer sewing machine surrounded by marionettes

L’Atelier des Marionnettes ~ The Marionette Workshop ~ A chaotic space, crowded with life

Our charming, articulate and rather bohemian hosts, Michel et Françoise Dubrunfaut, moved from Paris to Puivert ten years ago to follow their passion. In a chaotic workshop, crowded with fabrics, papers, paints, and clay body-parts, they create the most amazing marionettes. He moulds, carves and paints the faces and bodies, while she creates the costumes. Although many were caricatures, some were incredibly lifelike. With pride, Michel showed me his rendition of Mstislav Rostropovich, the celebrated cellist and conductor (1927-2007) as he looked, seated on his chair at the foot of the Berlin Wall playing Bach Suites, on the 11th of November 1989 when the Wall came down.

At 7:30 in the evening (the magic hour in the Pyrenees) we were downstairs in the common room, and over drinks (muscat, kir or pastisse) we met the other guests: seven other hikers from different parts of France, on various stages of their passage along the Cathar Trail. Katherine and Renaud, the couple we had been ‘meeting’ all day were from Paris. They, and two women, nurses from the Chamonix region, were walking the same direction as were were, while the other three women were walking the opposite way. Over a superb dinner of vegetable and nettle soup, rattatouille and chicken fettucini, and the best strawberry shortcake I’ve ever eaten, stories of walks across France and around the world bounced around the table (in French, of course) at a rapid rate.

Black and white portrait: two marionettes, a male Frenchman and a female witch.

Two repeated themes in the atelier, the French monsieur and the kitchen witch, bore a remarkable resemblance to their creators, Michel et Françoise Dubrunfaut – the artist and his muse.

Text: To your Health

That evening, the characters from the road danced around in my head, like marionettes on strings – each with it’s own own unique personality and story.

‘Till next time: To your health!

 

  • gabe - August 4, 2011 - 11:26 pm

    Yes is was a good day, difficult but as you said, we met a large range of individuals. Good weather and experience.ReplyCancel

  • Signe Westerberg - August 5, 2011 - 12:15 am

    Magic!ReplyCancel

    • Ursula - August 5, 2011 - 12:45 pm

      Cheers! 😀ReplyCancel

  • Jim Muir - July 4, 2012 - 7:49 pm

    Hi Ursula – nice blog and useful as I plan to do this walk (the other way) along with three friends. Thank you. JimReplyCancel

    • Ursula - July 4, 2012 - 8:05 pm

      Hi Jim,
      I glad you enjoyed the posts! It is a great walk and I’m sure you will enjoy it.
      Bonne chance!ReplyCancel

Portrait: Khmer man with norrie motor behind him

Driver ~ Bamboo Train

Take isolated communities growing rice and raising cows and chickens in rural Cambodia where few roads reach, and you have a need. Take some rail track in disrepair, a bamboo raft and a small motor and you have a solution.

Meet “The Bamboo Railway”: the ear-splitting, bone-rattling, wind-in-your-hair, bushes-in-your-face solution to transporting goods and people from Battambang to points south and back again.

Small motor on a bamboo platform

The "Norry" or Bamboo Rail Car is Powered by a Small Motor

Blue metal wheel on a track

Metal Wheels on the Rail Line

Bent rusty metal rail ties

Holding the whole thing together with bent metal rail ties...

Portrait: Male Khmer smoking, in a straw hat

The Smoking Man: Our Driver is a Cool Dude

During their colonial rule, the French put 400 miles of rail line across Cambodia, but the years of war, civil war, and general instability since they departed the country in 1953 have taken their toll. Although the Khmer Rouge were overthrown by the Vietnamese in early 1979 after a four-year reign of terror, they continued to wage guerrilla war throughout the country into the late 1990s, making the railway one of their targets. They planted land mines along the rail lines (and elsewhere, of course) and frequently ambushed trains. Conventional trains have run only irregularly for years, and passenger trains stopped completely over a year ago. Since the first rails were laid in the 1920s, ingenious locals have braved the hazards of oncoming locomotives and potential mines to use the lines to advantage.

Our trip to the railway had been organised by our able photo-tour/workshop leader Karl Grobl. We left our comfortable beds at our delightful hotel in Battambang at six am – that’s six am – and climbed into local tuk-tuks to arrive at the local ‘train station’ – a loose collection of bamboo and wooden buildings on a dusty road – in time to watch the ‘norries’, or rail-riding platforms, be put together. It’s simple really:  lift two metal wheels welded to an axle wide enough to fit the rails onto the track in pairs. Rest a bamboo platform on top. Fix a small motor to the rear axle with a fan belt that passes through a hole in the bamboo, and you are set. Passenger ‘norries’ come with a cushion for comfort – if you are lucky.

Close-up: Norry motor and fan-belt, Battambang

All you need is a small motor, a fan-belt and a little push, and you are off!

Khmer man in purple shirt driving a norry, Battambang

Speed! We rattled and bumped, being whacked by bushes, at speeds of up to 50km/hour.

Wavy rail lines through green overgrowth.

As rail lines weave and wobble toward the norry in the distance, goods wait at the side of the track.

Flooded rice patties, Battambang

Endless rice patties, Battambang Province

Apparently, you can ride bamboo trains all the way to Phnom Penh. I have no idea how far we went because none of the ‘towns’ we stopped were signposted in English, and I know they are not on my map. We bumped past countryside uninterrupted by roads, enjoying the cooling wind in the already hot, humid morning and getting a wonderful view into a world less-travelled by tourists. Everywhere we stopped, people were happy to come out to greet us, and to allow us to photograph daily life.

Two khmer girls with a kitten

A kitten and her friends welcome us to some small hamlet in Battambang Province

Silhouetted person carrying rice on a dirt road.

Light ~ Dark ~ Heat : Bringing in the Rice

Woman washing dishes in a bowl outside a corrugated iron house

Washing the Morning Dishes

Portrait: Khmer woman

This woman keeps the accounts at the local rice storage shed.

Khmer people in a trailer

Piled Passengers in a Tractor Transport

Khmer man and woman in a corrugated iron shop-front

Small Town Shopkeepers

Khmer woman washing laundry at the roadside

Roadside Laundry. Note the glass bottles of gasoline/petrol behind her.

Machine husking rice, Battambang

Hulling the Rice Harvest

Khmer man cutting hair under a tin roof

Local Barber Shop

To accommodate two-way traffic on a single line, Norry courtesy dictates that when two carriages meet, the one with the lighter load leaves the track. Drivers and passengers pitch in to disassemble and reassemble the norries to allow passage. This process was surprisingly quick.

A norry (rail car) loaded with bags and people, Battambang

"Incoming!" An over-loaded norry gets right of way...

A bamboo platform at the side of of the bamboo railway, with two Khmer people.

The lighter load stands aside, off the tracks, to allow passage.

An empty norry (bamboo rail car) at the side of the tracks, Battambang

Tourist norries are easy to off-load, as there is nothing on them but people!

Putting a bamboo train together, battambang

Rebuilding the norry takes only a few moments.

Cows on a rail track, Battambang

No whistle... No bell... The only choice is to wait until the cows wander off...

 

Wobbly wooden rail ties, Battambang

"Don't look down!"

The Bamboo Railway is technically illegal, and clearly there is no Occupational Health and Safety committee supervising its operation! There is rumour that the rail line is going to be repaired and ‘proper’ trains will run again. But, this is Cambodia, and these things take time…. Until the repairs happen, the norries and their resourceful drivers are filling a local need and bringing in tourist dollars.

Shadow of three people agains moving grass

Riding the Rails!

I had a wonderful morning ‘riding the rails’, but as soon as we stopped moving, the heat and humidity enveloped us like a fog. I had to keep reminding myself that it wasn’t yet 8:30am. The six am start to our day was starting to make sense, and I could only sympathise with those who had to ride the bamboo rails through the midday heat.

Text: Safe Travels! UrsulaUntil next time, stay cool and travel safe!

 

 

 

April of 2010, I spend a magical three days in Varanasi, India, with photographers Gavin Gough and Matt Brandon. One of the ‘homework’ tasks they gave us was to make a themed Soundslides presentation.

The Hindu faithful recognise the integration of five elements: earth, air, water, fire and spirit.  I was fascinated by the use of fire in the daily observances that are conducted everywhere along the Ganges River. From pre-dawn until after dark, ritual fires burn in Varanasi to pay tribute to the Mother Ganges.

Here is my depiction of the Faith Fires in Varanasi.

Sign-Off-Namaste

I’m in Cambodia at the moment with four gifted professional photographers and thirteen talented amateurs. All I can say is this: Thank heavens I’m not taking pictures for my living! It’s not that my photos are bad – well, not all of them – it is just that those taken by everyone else are extraordinary.

Line of stone kmer gods, South Gate, Angkor Thom

Khmer Gods line the right side of the bridge to South Gate, Angkor Thom, 12C

Our photographic mentors and tour leaders, Karl Grobl, Gavin Gough, Marco Ryan and Matt Brandon have kept us busy chasing light in what can only be described as an aspiring photographer’s paradise: gentle, smiling, photography-friendly people, impossibly green landscapes, and the mystical, magical ruins spanning 400 years of Khmer civilisation. Week one of our trip, which we spent in and around the temples of Angkor, culminated in a program of slides showcasing everyone’s photo-stories. The themes of the stories demonstrated the breath of our group: there were stories about temples, about people’s lives, about tattoos, about the arts, about tuk-tuks and their drivers, etc. Mine was on schooling and education (no surprise to anyone who knows me) and I’ll probably share bits of that in weeks to come.

Our schedule has been gruelling, as we have alternated between the classroom and location shoots. Any free time I’ve had has been spent trying to come to grips with new technologies, which are always two or more steps ahead of me, and dealing with temperamental computer systems, which have been threatening to fail. So, I’m running… I guess I’ll process it all (photographically and metaphorically) when I return home next week.

In the mean time, I’ll share some of the faces of Bayon and the South Gate, Angkor Thom.

Row of stone khmer gods, South Gate, Angkor Thom

Gods on the Right... South Gate, Angkor Thom, 12C

Close-up of a Khmer demon, South Gate, Angkor Thom

Demons on the left... South Gate, Angkor Thom, 12C

Five male khmer workers on two motorcycles, South Gate, Angkor Thom

Workers in the middle... South Gate, Angkor Thom

Golden long-boats with pheasant-head prows, Angkor Thom moat

Golden Pheasant Long Boats, Angkor Thom Moat

The Face of South Gate, Angkor Thom against the sky.

The Bayon-style (1181-1243) South Gate stands twenty-three meters high. The faces look out over King Jayavarman VIIs domain in all four directions. Angkor Thom.

We visited the Bayon temple in Angkor Thom on two separate occasions, and I never tire of it. My problem is deciding which of the almost-exactly-the-same pictures to select and keep!

Wide-angle view of The Bayon

Paying tribute to a pantheon of gods from Hinduism and early Buddhism, the Bayon was built in the early 1200's. Thirty-seven of the original fourty-nine (or fifty-four?) Bayon towers are still standing.

Two large stone Bodhisattva faces

In the Bayon, you are surrounded by the enigmatic smiles of the Bodhisattva of Universal Compassion. No one is sure exactly how many faces there are!

Portrait: Khmer female, Bayon

The smiles of the temple workers are just as warming.

A Khmer woman lights candles and incense for temple offerings

Lighting the Temple Fires

Khmer woman seated in candle light next to a Buddhist shrine

Candle Light and Incense Burning

Sitting Buddha in Gold Cloth

One of several Buddhist shrines hidden in Bayon's maze.

Looking down on a bronze-coloured Buddha image

Buddha's Blessings

Young khmer male in straw hat

Student Worker, Bayon

Composite: Khmer granny with beetle-nut smile and Bodhisattva, Bayon

More Smiles: Beetle-nut Granny and Bodhisattva

Large stone  Bodhisattva image, Bayon

Avalokiteshvara Bodhisattva, the Mahayana Buddhist ideal of Compassion

Large stone Bodhisattva statue, Bayon

Last smile of the Avalokiteshvara Bodhisattva 'Lokesvara' for today...

Two khmer boys, Bayon

Entry to the temples is free to Cambodians and it is nice to see families enjoying their heritage.

Soles of two feet on a tuk-tuk arm-rest

Tuk-tuk drivers rest until their customers return from the temples

 

Until next time, may you keep smiling and may the Bodhisattva smile on you.

Happy Travels!

 

  • gabe - July 21, 2011 - 11:23 pm

    Ursula, you’re absolutely correct. Never get tired of the photo’s. I especilly like the photo of the keeper of the light, the laughing elderly lady and the two boys at the end. The perspective behind them is cool. Way to go.ReplyCancel

  • Signe Westerberg - July 21, 2011 - 11:54 pm

    I have come to love my Friday morning trips to unknown places, well unknown to me that is. What a wonderful way to start my day, enjoying the wonderful photo’s and the magic descriptions. I am blessed, thank you.ReplyCancel

    • Ursula - July 21, 2011 - 11:58 pm

      Heartfelt thanks to my two most vocal readers! I’m so happy to have you both along. 🙂ReplyCancel